Today... its not a poem im writing, just my feelings.
And let me tell yu i feel like ... -______-
I miss him so much, he still mkes me happier than anyone else in the world. I still smile the most wth him, laugh, cry, and my heart just goes out of my chest wth him. Why does it hurt so much??
Cause he loves another gurl. Myb not love but hes wth her. And i want him, but i cant ask him to leave her. Specially cause idk if want to be as more than friends wth him right now. But im so jealous... so envious. Of the gurl whos wth him. With him when i cant be. I cant stand another minute of it i tell yu. Its sucks and mkes me sick. But i guess i will move on, i have to. Live another day yu see... cause hes my first love but i realize he wont be my last. Just that he will live in my heart forever. Now i finally understood what everyone told me.
I sometimes wish i hadnt.
luvd_n_forgotten Community Member 
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