You told me once that everyone is incomplete, and that they are always incomplete. If we could be complete, here in this life, we'd have no growing to do.

Though I'm certain this isn't what you meant, I feel that way often times when I watch movies or read stories myself. More when I watch movies than read stories. I have time with stories. Movies are much quicker.

I can't explain it. The anger I will feel after a particularly reflective or emotional movie. I want to hate the world, and I often do. And yet--it's agonizing because I don't want any of it at all. My mind stays active for hours upon hours after watching movies like that. Which is often, now that I think about it, as I don't watch movies that are just plain wastes of film.

Good luck. I love ya. Try not to cringe. wink