I don't know what's with me today. I'm just...lonely. Maybe it's because I haven't talked to Ryo in awhile...maybe it's more. I don't know. It's just, this overwhelming feeling that I have no one to turn to...no one to love...no one at all. It's an odd feeling, really. I've never been so down. Maybe I'm going through some sort of withdrawel. Whatever...I guess this stuff happens every once in awhile. Some days are just more difficult than others. This is a particularly lonesome one.
Why am I so frikken sad?! I went bowling, played 2 rounds of billiards, saw a movie....and i'm still stuck in my little "alone bubble". OMG I KNOW WHAT IT IS! See...right now, I'm like...15 minutes away from where Ryo lives...which is awesome. But I think somehow knowing I'm so close but I can't see him is driving me mad. Go figure...it's just one of those days.
 SonicBeauty · Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 01:23am · 0 Comments |
