Guess this is how the world begins. [Apr. 5th, 2005|05:10 pm]
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[ Current Music | I Swear ]
Sorry about how confusing this may be but im just starting to get in the habbit of doing this. Lifes going great not that many people can say that. Especially the people in my school. I figure I got it made, I'll have 24 college credits by the end of this semester if I pass all my classes. Im starting to have a social life that doesn't just involve family, school, and a computer. For the last while I have been going swing dancing on the weekend its really fun. Though most the time I don't get what im doing it just doesn't flow perfectly threw my body I went the last 2 fridays dancing and learned cha-cha(international), Lindae(spell wrong ohh well), and foxtrot(fun dance). I have been trying those things out and no matter what I do I always mess up it just seems like nothing will end up alright. I felt so sorry for all the people I have danced with because half way threw a move I will screw up and say "sorry, sorry, sorry" Endlessly hehe that kind of reminds me of how Adam acts but ohh well besides that. It is fun to break out of my shell to go try something new. Well fine I know she is gonna read this but hey like I give a d... . Well Ashley, the girl I went to prom with. I have been acting like an idiot around her. I have had a crush on her since I dunno I think around the start of the 2nd semester it just kinda happened. During the school dance for Itineris happened I decided to go stag just to hang around with Brandon and Dayson. But as the night went on I got kinda bored. Then Ashley showed up and it kinda got interesting :p I followed her around for a while after I had eaten dinner and they were in the middle of setting up for the 2nd dinner which they were in. I guess when Manda(fine ill start calling her that) mentioned "do you like him" or something around those lines wispering behind my back while I was talking to Jared or maybe I was just imagining that ohh well. Anyways Corey came around and well it was kinda bothering because I was gonna go dance with Ashley while Manda and Jared were. Well I was too afraid to ask her so I just sat by and we walked around for a while. For the entire night I tried to get Corey and Paul to go dancing. I tried as hard as I could go get them to dance but Corey did when Falicia(I suk wit names) came over and asked him. Then I was bored so I asked Vicki to dance with me because those 2 were hanging out together. !TANGENT! Corey was giving Vicki a hard time so she told me to get closer so she could kick Corey so I did then Falicia moved closer to hit me too I had a scrape mark along my leg for 2 weeks. They went and got dinner while I hanged around with Brandon and Dayson again since they were over flirting with Janelle, Channele(dunno how to spell her name), Kelly, and Ashley. It was kinda fun but then they started telling us to go dance with 4 girls on the other side of the dance floor and well there was only 3 of us and 4 of them. So I told her we needed someone else to go or else 1 of them isn't going to be able to dance. So Tony ended up going to dance with one of the girls so me and the gang went over and danced with them. Hehe I got to dance with Tiffany she was someone that I always wanted to dance with but I didn't know if I was ever gonna. It was fun and Griztbowskie(Griz)(slaughtred her name too) came around and took pictures of us dancing that remind me I shoudl go ask for a picture some time :p. Well anyways we go back and brandon sits down and Ashley comes up and they start talking about how he wanted to ask a girl who must remain Anonymous just because I promised. After trying to convince him for a while I gave up and went to sit by Ashley and their group to talk and trying for the right moment to ask her to dance NEVER HAPPENED but ohh well. Threw the next while I was having fun just talking and finding out info that I dont think I could recall if you hit me with a bat over the head. But ya too much to explain in one night but tahts the rough idea. At the end of the night "I Swear" came on and it was the final song of the night well Ashley was over accross the dance floor and I was scared to hell but I tried as hard as I could to go ask her. But Adam was already over there and asked her to dance about half way threw the dance so ohh well. After the song I was pulling down my poster and Ashley had asked me for my picture that I had when we were at Some Dudes Playground when I had my mouth open because Griz(I dont know how to spell name) had tried to take about 3 pictures of me and the stupid camera wasn't working So i gave a blank stare and my mouth was wide open. Dunno why she wanted the picture nor do I care but she took it from me. For that I told her that she had to give me one of hers I stole a picture of while she was in Bio-tech and Griz came around to get pics of everyone. When we had left I asked for a ride home. there was: Joey, Manda, Jared, Ashley, and me trying to fit in one of those little cars that seat 5 people. Joey had brought up that they were going somewhere after the dance I didn't hear a word he said but Ashley just say Nah hes going home. But now I realize they were going swing dancing. Mehh Ohh well that was a fun time unlike one of the other dances I had gone to at my Middle school.
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