I screamed in my head, screaming and begging like a fool for something I can never achive,
After we said our good byes and planned our tommorrow with one another, I sat in my chair, a worried friend concerned for me.
Going back over, what had happened, your lips apon mine, your voice, ringing like the purest of bells, I let the wall of my flooding emotions collapse and carry me away.
Friend taking me out of crowd, I cry as she comforts me, saying in a small week voice that few have heard "It hurts.... It hurts..."
Being asked who I wish to see, who I wish to talk to, I say "Her... I wish to see her... I need to see her..."
After that I repeat your name like a child for their mother, hoping I would see you agian.
The next day, I see you agian and the butterflies of old start up, bringing back feelings I had tried to lock away, but had never been truly kept sealed, I burned for your kiss, the feel of your lips, the fire of your skin on mine.
I wish for you now, I wished for you then, I had learned that you are my strength, and that you are my will. My heart, My soul, My spirit, My faith in this world.
You are, my Angel. The one who keeps me alive. I dream of you, I crave you, you are the one I worry bout the most, My heart burns for you at night and day, it craves you....
I wait for you, my Love. My Angel, that came to me on 5/21/09 then lost, then come back to me, 10/10/10. I love you, my Angel.
If you read this, please correct me on the date my love.
Its to awesome for your eyes o.o
It cost over 3 mil >>
It cost over 3 mil >>
