I need to say these things..Before you go on i must warn you that i will be swearing so don't complain about it ok. I hate my ******** father he never was there for me now i wish he would die. He was a drunk and abosvie, he would always hurt me and my family. He even left us one christmas eve and did not return until three weeks later. Now i am so ******** pissed off at him i cann't be in the same room as him. I just want to smash his head in and i am finding it harder every day to controll my anger. IThe last time i got this pissed off i almost killed some one. I promised myself i never do that again but everyone is making it reaslly hard for me not to. My aunt is the lazyest person in the world she wants me to do every thing while she sits on her fat a**. She works in an office while i bust my a** lifting heavy cabints and having to come home and do things. I am moving either far from this s**t whole house and my mother ******** family in the same city or i might just sayscrew it and go to japan. anywa now that is off my chest maybe i won't hurt anyone for another day or so.
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