I could use someone to talk to, but God can't hear a thing because he's too busy blasting his iPod. It's been a cruddy week. Thank The "Infidel-killing-gay-hating-invisible-man-lives-in-the-clouds" Entity it's almost over. Bad things are happening and I should be falling apart, but I seem to be overtaken with apathy towards everything and that scares me a little. Perhaps if I were to be rested I would not feel the same. Who knows, I'm just guessing. To be honest with myself I do in a way want to fall apart, I crave the release that follows it. Right now my shoulders feel heavy in both senses of the word.
I feel that I am growing resentful
niatsu · Sun Feb 20, 2011 @ 01:28am · 0 Comments |