And I thought I was questioning reality in my earlier development. It has gotten worse. I am recording this while I still having the mental capacity to do so, before I slip through the cracks of my mind. I knew it would have gotten worse, my grip on reality, and indeed has. Days are blurs and memories are almost indistinguishable from daydreams.
I keep thinking that I have to go back in time to save them. I went over this in my head countless times and everything I could do would lead to same result, essentially making me the cause of their demise. I took a step back and looked at it more like a mathematical equation. It became clear to me what I had to do. Something more drastic than any scenario occurred to me before, one life to save three.
Was this just a dream?
Was he real?
 niatsu · Fri Apr 01, 2011 @ 06:42am · 0 Comments |
