Emptiness. I feel so depressed and worthless. It's no stranger to me because I once was a self loathing, depressed, somewhat suicidal young girl back in middle school. But this is different, it's not a depressing stage as much as it is identity crisis. I feel like a stranger to myself. I don't have opinions or even thoughts on anything because I'm slowly losing myself. Maybe these should be personal journals but I'm so lost I've lost my sense of caring. It really doesn't matter if it's my friends, or just some random gaian who is reading this...I suppose that as long as your reading it maybe then, I can find out what is wrong...or what is right. I can't feel anything yet I can perceive everything. This isn't a cry for attention or help, just me trying to find a sense of belonging. Well I'm off friends, though I doubt I have anyone who even cares to read this.
 Sardine Thief · Mon Apr 18, 2011 @ 06:48am · 0 Comments |
