Sometimes I wonder if I'm being spited. Perhaps I am. I do not know. All I know is that I don't really like what's going on right now. Maybe I brought it upon myself. I do not know. But my heart... feels as though it's sinking faster than the Titanic. The icebergs bashing against it and all. Tiny sentences, little words. But bigger than icebergs. Aimed right at my heart.
Seems as though I don't really know what's going on nowadays, isn't it. The perfect weapon against me.
I can only trust. Only have faith now. It's all that I'm gonna have to fight against the opposition, the doubts inside my mind.
It's so little... and yet... it's all... it's all.
I just don't know why all this is happening. I have to trust... trust the one I put my trust and faith and love in... Because I want to.
I might be wrong, I do not know. All this may just be a facade around me.
But I trust. I trust him.
AngelRaz · Sat Mar 25, 2006 @ 05:30am · 0 Comments |