Surprisingly gaia is making me feel more alone. It makes me realize that I don't fit in with anyone, no matter where I'm at. I always thought people at gaia were more similar to me but I just can't seem to make any friends or even connect with people. Maybe I'm just destined to never truly fit in into any crowd...well gaia still is really awesome anyway. It does inspire creativity and fun and...eh I'm not feeling to good right now. I've always been disconnected with people ever since I can remember. I always tried pleasing the crowd when I was younger and still was ******** over. I don't have anything in common with people, heh...oh well. The most I keep a friend is about 3 months at the most. They get interested in me and then get bored and move on. Surprisingly I can keep a boyfriend easily. I listen to music no one else does, and disagree with so many different popular things it's ridiculous. So, I suppose I wrote this just to vent or something, really though, just to see myself write about how true my aloneness is. Sometimes I wish people did read my journal but then I don't think I could handle the criticism. Well, so long people...
 Sardine Thief · Tue Apr 26, 2011 @ 09:54am · 0 Comments |
