Back to school tomorrow. This is wonderful. I do not think that many will miss me, I suppose? *laughs slightly* At least, I know there are some who will not. It's kind of silly to want people to miss me, though. They'd call it a trivial pursuit.
I have started to realise how the world is often not what it seems. Just like it is said in Macbeth. "Fair is foul/and foul is fair". Often what I see may not be what it is. It is only my faith which makes things what they are. But now even faith is starting to unveil the truth before my eyes. I am trying hard to keep calm in the midst of all this. I shall be having exams and work and lots of crappy projects this term.
One quote from a song which inspires me though. "You can't see the world through a mirror". I can't see the world through the lenses of what others want me to see. I need to see the world, take MY own truth and profess it to be right. Taking another's truth for my own would not, ultimately, be good for me.
There are strange things stirring in the air. Strange things that I am not sure why I am feeling. But I do not mind feeling them.
When shall the clouds clear? When shall the skies again be blue? When shall the flowers again bloom? When shall the birds sing again?
I do not know. I hope it is soon. For even the largest river overflows.
Sigh.
Back to school.
But at least I shall return there with a wiser mind and heart this time.
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AngelRaz · Sun Mar 26, 2006 @ 12:47pm · 0 Comments |