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But to me you are. Maybe you're not the exact definition of perfect, but I'd never want that for you. To me you're perfect because you're not fake, you're extremely nice, you care about your friends, you've always been there for me, you've never given up on me as a friend like so many people have, you don't take s**t off of people, you're extremely cute, you always make me laugh, you make my shitty days the best days I've had in forever, you're truly my very best friend even if I'm not your best friend, because you're the way you are I always want to talk to you because when I do I can't stop smiling or laughing or sometimes blushing, when I'm sad or pissed I think of you and how great you make my days, you're in alot of my dreams because I can't stop thinking about you, no matter what has happened I've still thought of you as my very best friend because I know once we are friends again my life will be better because when we aren't my life is hell, you're the exact opposite of what you think you are to me, there's been times I've been suicidal and you've talked me out of it and because I'd think to myself if I died I wouldn't be able to talk to you anymore and that hurt more than any of the cuts I've had.. Thomas there is so much more I want to say but I just can't come up with the words...But this is why you're perfect to me. All of it is true and it will remain true forever.

Cheyenne, you know you're one of my best friends. I don't have many friends like you. No one really cares for me like you do and it does mean a lot to me even though I say that it doesn't. I've lost so many people because of the way I am and I know that I'll probably never get to meet you in real life, but I still don't want to loose you. And all of those things that I've said to you when we've gotten into fights I've never meant. I could never mean those things. ********, I seriously SUCK at expressing my feelings! There's so much more that I want to say, but I can't. I don't know how to.

Well believe me when I say this. You're not ugly. You're beautiful. And if any one calls you ugly then they're just jealous that they're not as cute as you.