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	I just want to scream.
	I just want to scream.


Sometimes, out of ignorance, My own and others. I just feel like yelling, screaming even, that they disgust me. I'll add more in the morning. 11:59pm. 9:02 pm, next day. Not really morning but my computer is being a bit of a sticky little bitc- but enough about that. Where was I... Oh yes! Just because. Sometimes if you dont say something to someone, they will never understand that you hate them. Sometimes you dont want them to know that. But at times the ignorance is just to much. Of course thats only happened once with some person whose only now in grade 6. Dumb b*h. Have you ever felt like looking out into some lake of some sort and just looking at how far it streches. Looking endless, just wanting to drown in it. Litterally, forgetting everything that ever troubled you, anyone that ever throubled you, and wish it all away. Just gone. Pretend you did what you wanted, had who you wanted everything went your way for that last moment. And that was you last thought? Because to me, There is only now and nothing. Short and forever. A life which goes by to quickly, and then never ending darkness. A sea of nothing, You cannot think, You cannot Heal, And yet never again break. You dont need to eat. Dont need to do anything. Because you cant. Cannot eat, sleep, think, do, have, want, need. But you wont know because you cant think. To not think is impossible, Ive Tried. That is all for todayé Also the reason why I dont use the apostrophes is because this thing only has french letters instead. Éù¨çè^^ ade4** · Sat Oct 08, 2011 @ 06:00am · 1 Comments


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SilverDragonGirl12 made this!

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Sat Feb 04, 2012 @ 05:46pm

Yes I've been through that dilemma before.

Ugh, I always wanted to set it all on fire.
Who is this dumb b***h by the way? I bet there is a lot of dumb bitches in the world.
Try to go to school with hundreds of them.
It's hard to go around school with a bunch of clones waiting to turn you into one of them.

Yeah.

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