If I could I'd kill myself. At least i feel like it this second. I forgot I used to feel like this. Don't worry, it's nothing serious. Just a feeling. Everyone gets those.
If this was a movie, she'd call and we'd both say our sorries and live happily ever after. This is not a movie. What does happen is that I will stare a my ceiling, alone, cold, and teary eyed, and this continues for a while. Not forever, but without knowledge of the end.
Christmas gets better year after year.
I could use a hug right now.
 niatsu · Mon Dec 12, 2011 @ 02:14am · 0 Comments |
