Its bad enough when things happen
but for weird s**t to happen all at once is just plain...wow.
I was just chilling on Facebook a few days ago
and suddenly I get this message
"I've had a crush on you but I couldn't tell you because you were too far away"
from one of the popular guys at my school
well...long story short..he had a girlfriend..got mad at me for no reason a few days after..and I'm done.
Well while I was getting that original message...ding!
"I've had a the worlds biggest crush on you in middle school"
from this other dude
gonna chill with him tomorrow now
then oh...another? at the same time as the first two?
ding!
my friend Justin wanted to video chat..and he starts to strip his shirt off over the webcam chat..
not that I'm complaining...but...ya know what I'm getting at
It was just really over...idk what to describe it as
I never saw any of this coming..not even a little bit
I sit by myself at lunch each day reading and sometimes eating...or writing
I don't talk to many new people...so...
how does this happen to me?
That is all I wanna know
because my head hurts and right now...I just wanna sleep
My ex said he'd take me out on a fancy dinner thing to make up for his behavior and my other so called "admirers" and exploding still...questions? no.
I think I'm gonna go the park to read tonight since everyone is busy
bruise your thumbs a little and text me, alright? 7277102645
cuz I'm a little lonely tonight
no worries, I wont turn into one of those girls obsessing over all this and letting it get to my head..I'm always gonna be me...sitting on a bench in the rain reading under a tree...writing about how it feels like to me during that moment in my journal of mysterious
but seriously...I'm uber lonely..text me?
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