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	Niatsu's Journal God's watching me with his blind eye
	Niatsu's Journal God's watching me with his blind eye

	tittle no. 78
	tittle no. 78


I'm sober and I'm crying and no one will know. I'd rather bleed than feel anything. I want to run far away from myself. Give me drugs to numb me down. I want my brother back. I want my girlfriend back. I cope by suppressing. I keep thinking I need help.. what if there is nothing wrong with me and I'm supposed to feel this? Selfdestruction hardly seems like coping. Crap. Maybe my mistake is thinking.. once again back to the sobriety thing. niatsu · Fri Jun 08, 2012 @ 05:47pm · 0 Comments


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