It has been quite some time since I last cried so much as I am today. Every atom of my being just feels... torn apart. Ripped into pieces. Perhaps I am over-exaggerating. Perhaps it is really nothing to be worried about. But... Oh, I feel so hurt... feel so hurt. I feel like a butterfly whose wings have been ripped apart, left to die. Trampled by careless boots.
They say I am dramatic. They say I am annoying... They say I must get over it...
But do they know how hurt I am...?! Do they know?! Can they even start to understand? I don't mean to be emo. I don't mean to be annoying. I don't mean to be invading anyone's privacy. I don't mean to!
But why do I keep getting hurt...? I don't know... I don't know... And why do I keep getting hurt by all that if they know it hurts me...?!
I'll never steal him away from you.
...Yeah, right.
I'm only asking to have one person. I'm only making this one request. I'm not so greedy as to ask for more... I'm not so greedy as to ask for more.
I usually don't like to write about my troubles here, where everyone can see. I usually don't. But some people seem to think... if I don't let it be known that it DOES hurt me... then it doesn't hurt me.
I just want to say. It does... it does.
AngelRaz · Sat Apr 22, 2006 @ 01:42pm · 2 Comments |