today has been. . . . rather numb. . . .
at home: got in another argument with my mom this morning. . . . i was able to keep from crying, but she made me feel so bad when she started crying. . . .
at school: i had to get up just after 5am to learn and study a bunch of stuff for math. . . . only to learn later that the stuff i had spent so much time learning wasnt on the quiz at all and that i had forgotten to study some major things. . . . then i went to anatomy. . . . crammed as much as i could then took the quiz and finally gave up and turned it in. . . . and though i probably failed it, i dont think it was nearly as bad as the last one. . . . computer science was computer science. . . .'nuf said art i am so far behind on our really boring project . . . . and i couldnt stay after to catch up like i had hoped, not that i wanted to, but that i needed to stay after. . . . english i got called on to answer a question but luckily i found the answer in the book while she was busy being her usual- easily-destracted self . . . . and though i hadnt turned in my homework yesterday(forgot all about it over the weekend) i know that my grade is just fine because i had a 102% due to receiving extra credit. . . . for having my book in class by the day we were supposed to have it?! eek wtf. . . . gotta love normal english rolleyes o and i was bored so i was coloring in my sketchbook and listing the starsigns(as in what is your sign for the month/day you were born[i.e. im pisces]) btw. . . . i was successful in listing them all. . . . and maybe just as successful as putting them in order. . . latin was alright. . . . we continued with this little thing where we try to connect other student's overhead drawing with 1 of the 20 or so latin sentences on our worksheet and looked at our grades on our last quiz (mine was a 79/72 with 8 extra credit points[that i didnt realize were extra credit and did them all and got them all right. . . . wow, what luck]) then my 3D class was slightly less as energetic as usual(considering that one of the girls i sit with wasnt there and the other was "dead" [for the SADD thing]). . . . but in class that i dont have to bring even a pencil to is a good class so. . . . o and scraping away and chizzleing plaster blocks into randomness is always good too. . . .
after school: rushed off to the dentist office. . . . i have the beginnings of decay in some impossible-to-floss area. . . . that somehow or another the lady was able to floss between eek ninja stare . . . . so they want to fill it when they decide to take off my braces so they can (and now its all for sure except for when its going to happen) pull out 4 teeth . . . . which is gonna hafta be soon. . . . then we had to leave geoff at the dentist (rick would pick him up later(at 4pm) and greg came with us. . . . so i could go to *dun dun dun* my councilor!! so at the councilor, we determined that i need to try and find out how to ESCAPE the NEGATIVITY in this house because its pulling me down. . . . she described it all as me being a log flowing with the river(ya know, i couldnt help but laugh because she does some really funny hand gestures. . . . that and pisces(my sign) are supposed to just go with the flow) and i need to learn how to pull off to the side or something. . . . i dun remember. . . . o well. . . . yar. . . . so im trying to be happier and learn to escape things in stead of dwelling on negativity and what not. . . . so far, it hasnt been too bad since iv only since truly unbearable people for a very short while today. . . . rick iv only seen for about 30seconds. . . . geoff i saw in the car but there wasnt much, if any, interaction. . . .
so yar. . . .
then greg, mom, and me all STUFFED ourselves at applebees. . . . and now here i am listening to as much techno and junk as possible and looking at horoscope/starsign stuff and i might work on artsy stuff in a bit. . . .
*hint hint* my "art project" that is purely non-school has something to do with horoscopes/starsigns and my struggle to come up with guy charaters. . . .
*currently listening to my many copies of "come into my dreams" -foggy*
Unni Ineo · Wed Apr 26, 2006 @ 01:18am · 1 Comments |