I was just going through my older posts and entries in my journal as well as my "poems" on gaia. Gosh, I embarrass myself. I don't know.
I feel like I was the typical almost eccentric, annoyingly peppy or energetic child. And I think I've become a little more shy. But, that's okay. I've matured, a lot. Maybe.
At least I never typed like those people who seem to lack intelligence.
L!K3 th!$ YuU M3@n?!1111. Y3$h, t0t3s lyk3 d@t! H3y Y U t@Lk LyK dat??!
-Long, uncomfortable sigh-
How long has it really been since then? Surely it's been at least two years. I don't wanna tell my younger self that I've grown up to be a failure. And a loser.
Nah, just kidding. Okay, I'm going to attempt to successfully write a paragraph in this entry. It's just that pressing enter for every sentence that seems irrelevant is a habit. Hmmm... also, it's really hot right now. So humid, I'm almost sweating. And that's a very big deal to me, because I despise sweating, very much. Hmm... I dunno what to say...
If anyone is reading this, and knows and plays the game Mabinogi, I'm playing it too. I don't know if I'll be able to play during school year though. Gosh, I try to act and be apathetic but I really can't. Why do I bother trying for something that doesn't even care back or doesn't even think that I'm worth anything...? I'm worthless aren't I? Or rather, I am hopeless.
I feel like I was the typical almost eccentric, annoyingly peppy or energetic child. And I think I've become a little more shy. But, that's okay. I've matured, a lot. Maybe.
At least I never typed like those people who seem to lack intelligence.
L!K3 th!$ YuU M3@n?!1111. Y3$h, t0t3s lyk3 d@t! H3y Y U t@Lk LyK dat??!
-Long, uncomfortable sigh-
How long has it really been since then? Surely it's been at least two years. I don't wanna tell my younger self that I've grown up to be a failure. And a loser.
Nah, just kidding. Okay, I'm going to attempt to successfully write a paragraph in this entry. It's just that pressing enter for every sentence that seems irrelevant is a habit. Hmmm... also, it's really hot right now. So humid, I'm almost sweating. And that's a very big deal to me, because I despise sweating, very much. Hmm... I dunno what to say...
If anyone is reading this, and knows and plays the game Mabinogi, I'm playing it too. I don't know if I'll be able to play during school year though. Gosh, I try to act and be apathetic but I really can't. Why do I bother trying for something that doesn't even care back or doesn't even think that I'm worth anything...? I'm worthless aren't I? Or rather, I am hopeless.
