Long ago I gave up on asking why you wanted me
I did in the beggining, but you made it clear to end it should I persits with my questions
After that there was never a discussion, we never seemed to exchange words
It was all mindless self-indulgence
We aren't a couple are we
You're my artifitial lover
I'm you're secret sin
Because there is no love
Even if I love you
Sometimes when you stay, I remain awake as you curl about me in your sleep
I can pretend you love me when you cuddle to me
I like it when you sleep
I can tell myself it's really love
I often wonder how such a small bed can be so empty
It feels as empty wether you are here or not
Crying silently, I feel as hollow as your eyes
For a while I was able to pretend
But all my smiles were fake
But I am slowly realizing that this is killing me
Your presence is like poison
I feel certain that your kisses will be the death of me
Each caress each fighting, I can feel myself breaking
You're a deadly addiction
Can you see my pain
Or maybe you dont care
Will you mourn me
Miss me
Will another take my place
In the end it doesn't really matter
I just wanna step over the edge
My artifitial lover I have no more love to give
 ~Angel of Death Ninjai~ · Sun May 21, 2006 @ 10:59am · 4 Comments |
