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Hello ______ ,

Sometimes I wonder if I'm a very good friend to anyone, I have great friends now. They have their ups and downs, but doesn't everyone? I get distracted though, by things. I sometimes don't text or call for days. Work keeps me very busy. That doesn't mean I don't care for them though, but I look back and think about how easily I let people slip out of my life. Brittany, Lisa, Kaitlin, Zeo. They were all very important to me and I let them just slip away. I resented some of them for awhile. I regretted my friendship with some of them because I felt like I was played for a fool. That's life though isn't it? Living and learning. Some friendships were fixed and others were left to just be buried away. I hope that everyone is doing good. I used to want revenge and have some of them have bad things happen to them, but that's so childish. People make mistakes, I've made multiple mistakes. Not everyone is meant to work out, not everyone can be a team player and fix their relationships. I used to look back on friendships and cringe at the things I wish I hadn't done. But if I hadn't done things, I wouldn't be where I am today. In the end, I hope all of them are doing good. Living life the way they want. Without regret. Without too much sadness (because without sadness there isn't happiness). Wish the best for all of them, and hope that their life plays out they way they want it to. The times I had with all of them are unforgettable. I will remember them, even if sometimes its a sad memory.

Never forget that wild spirt you have. Never forget that passion you have. Never forget that talent you have, and never forget the person that I held high.


Your long forgotten friend.