I make myself giggle just writing this. Woo, I feel lame. Oh well.
It's funny, how one person can make your whole night good or just... crappy. And I seem to always, always expect something from people that I know I'm just not going to get. And when just a simple 'goodnight' can honestly put a grin on ym face... augh, I don't understand myself sometimes. Why is it such a big deal to me, to be noticed by someone in specific when I have other people who are trying to get my attention. When I can make someone's night better by just saying hello to them, but I don't because I'm too busy trying to get the attention of someone else. It's so stupid, and I know it is, but I've always been like this.
I didn't eat dinner and I have Algebra II and Spanish exams tomorrow... I feel sick. It's really hot in here. Eww... hot. Gross. And I know if I try and go to bed it's not gunna happen because I'm gunna be thinking to much just because... just over something I should be used to by now.
Morbid poetry makes me laugh. Yeah goodnight and s**t people.
Johnny777Nny · Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 03:06am · 4 Comments |