Mom and her boy friend at it again. Do you all know how embarrassing it is to have them fighting in front of my friend. How it is for all promises to be broken. Spill your heart out and have other people know about it? Have your broken heart in a mud puddle? Have them fighting right now? In summer cuddle up with your blaket pretending that someone actually cares? Taking care of your self and your younger sister at the age of 8? Do you know how it feels to stand on the fide walk in the cold winter when your 5 with your sister and your mom fighting and a broken window caused by a monitor? Never to have your own room and almost 12 and still wearing clothes that fit you when you were 7? Have you really experienced being homeless and being threatened all your lfe. To have fear and tears spilling through out your blankets? Or a pillow soaked in broken Dreams? One more thing do you keep a knife under your pillow just so you have a chance to all the stress to end? I might not get on for a while cause their fighting now. Aaron and my mom. Please god save me. This a prayer from the little 11 year old girl that want's it all to end.Now where they were fighting in the bedroom all has gone silent. Soon the beat of my heart will be the same.
Jazalooo · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 04:46am · 1 Comments |