I'm tired of it. I feel like I'm always the backup friend to everyone. Like, 'hey, when I have no one else to hang out with, here's Ryan, it's great to have the backup friend.' I just feel like I'm overlooked by everyone. I know you all have other friends and stuff to do, but always? I mean, I just would like to get out of the house from time to time. It's always 'maybe some other time, Sorry, not right now, I don't feel like it, I'm busy, or I already have everyone else but you over to occupy my time.' I'm sick of it. Even my supposedly best friend is avoiding me, or it feels like it, or I'm just the way to get other friends to come too. My stomach pain is getting steadily worse, and when I want a friend to hang with, they're always busy. It's depressing.
 Captain_Cynic · Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 10:52pm · 1 Comments |
