What do you do when you are bored?
There used to be a time when I would play the piano or maybe write some kind of fiction for myself, but now, since a lot of my motivation seems depleted, I find myself sticking to more thought-provoking activities, like browsing/writing in the forums or smoking weed in hopes of some creative idea coming to me. I'll be honest, the smoking has gotten a little out of hand. I find myself drinking more coffee, smoking more weed, getting less sleep... and all for the sake of wanting to stay alert and motivated *just in case* something interesting or fun happens.
I sometimes feel like I'm going to miss out on something when it comes around time to actually go to bed. So, out of sheer boredom, I'll scroll through TikTok until three in the morning or watch a YouTube documentary until I fall asleep. I don't do very exciting things when I'm bored, I'm afraid. I'll do things like this - journal and blog - or I'll play Sims or Stardew Valley - two games I highly recommend if you're like me and aren't much of a gamer. They're called cozy games, isn't that cute? Anyway... not a lot happens when I'm bored, and right now, I think it's because of my medications, two anti-depressants and an anti-anxiety.
In short, when I'm bored... I sit around and get lost in my own head trying to figure myself out. So far... my methods have shown no real progress or advancement, but with a med-change, maybe I'll be a little more fun.
o PeachPuff o Community Member 
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