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RRRR I hate him.
Friday the 28th he dumped me without any good reason. Things were going not so good but I wanted to talk with him about it. Clearly that didn't work out xd
Monday he started to ignore me when I was over at his place. He wasn't into me neither. On Tuesday I told him I felt frustrated about it and he just left angry!
I tried to stop him at the door but he pushed me away whee
I passed by at his job but he ddin't care if I was there or left. I even called to apologize but he hung up sad
When he dumped I was crying all the time whee He didn't even tried to comfort me. I said he couldn't dump me, he told me he really loved me sweatdrop I really love him for shure, I gave him everything! We even had sex 3weeks before it. We were both virgins.
So why did he dumped me? He told me didn't matche and that he didn't fell good in this relationship. He also said he saw me too much.
That's bullshit, we were very good together. He could do anything he want from me. He always asked to come over , not me. It was always his choice. He never told me he didn't felt good with me.
He is using it as an excuse sweatdrop
The truth , I think he's just not ready for a relationship like this one. We were serieus, or atleast I was. I reall really love him.
He's still a boy, he's almost 18 but he doesn't even have to shave yet. So I guess he needs a girlfriend but not a relationship. Ofcourse nobody told me that back in time.
I always tought he was ready for it, he really wanted to have a relationship.
But now he left me alone in the dark. Good for me I was comfort by my friends and by HIS friends. They all like me and said I didn't deserve it. One of them said I should have dumped him first.
A friend of his also said he went to the movies behind my back with of his female friends. They talked and after that he started to doubt our relationship. I can't believe he did that! But he did sad He thinks alex has feelings for that girl, he could be right. Alex acted strange when he found out that the girl already had a boyfriend of 3months without letting him now. I didn't know what to think about it.
I'm shure she hasn't got feelings for my ex.
Alex said to his friend he tought short but good about it. That isn't the way to do it! You can't make a good decision in one evening about the girl you supose to love xd
I haven't heart of him since then, a friend said he tried once but he doensn't know what to say. Good for him! I don't want to see him ever again, but I still love him with all my heart.
I still dream about him, he wants me back in my life or he wants to lay beside me...
Things that will never come true anymore. I miss him and I will still love him for a very long time. I'm already more then a year in love with him, and we were 5months together.
It's said but I know life goed on, it's a struggle.
I wont talk to him again, he holds the anwers and I have notting to say to him! I'm here left in the dark.
Today we should have been on a meeting but now i'm not there. It's with his friends but theyre mine too! Now one said he didn't want to go, alex didn't really react on it. It wasn't my fault the guy didn't watn to go, he wasn't really into it.
I still track alex down, I look when he's one until what hour. One last.fm he look at his songs, I check his posts...
It's sad to do tht but I can't let him go.
This is something he said to a friend of us:
[00:06:42] alex@gm: ik heb nu een tijdje een vriendin gehad, maar
dat is nu voorbij en nu leef ik weer helemaal voor mezelf
[00:07:18] alex@gm: en bijna steeds als ik met iemand praat gaat
het over alledaagse dingen en zo. ik weet niet, ik denk dat
ik relatief erg op mezelf leef of zo
[00:07:46] alex@gm: ik ben de voorbije week eigenlijk niet buiten
geweest. ik heb binnen gezeten, uren zitten gamen of
stencillen, en slecht geslapen
[00:21:38] alex@gm: kijk, als je meer aandacht wilt, dat is de
reden waarom ik en mn vriendin uit elkaar zijn
I'll translate it once, now I'm shure I saved his words about his life now.
 MizzGwGirl · Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 01:08pm · 0 Comments |
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