((Ok this won't make sense to most of you but hey, I don't realy care...this is just some random things that I felt along the first 12 years of my life that I randomly put into a poem like thing....no point, just did.))
---- The Pain of Reality----
Lonely, death, and fustration
Years seeping by and no one sees
Hearts riped from within
Wet pillows and merky rooms
If only to imbrace the unforgiving guilt
Never caring, never giving
Not even a passing glance
Dreaming of Death
Yurning and despising love
Growing in hate for ever tear
Gathering strength on the outside
While wilting on the inside
Memories of pain and death
Never turning back
for the fear of what you might see
Weakly grasping life
Invisable and unknown
Trying hard for reason
Drawing to the slightest hint
With sweaty hands and vivid eyes
Holding near, joyful at last
Years of pain paying off
All is bright and getting brighter
Heart faster then love it's self
Closing in to ceal the deal
Then just like that it vanishes
Darkness swarms around you
Smashed into a million pieces
Never to be together again
Hate in every corner
Death lerking in your mind
A single tear filled with only sorrow
A second for a painful memory
And a blade of hate at hand
This time, the only time
You fight back
((see told you it'd make no sense^^hahahahaha...god I need a new hobby sweatdrop ))
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eek *realizes you don't know me* Hi, I'm a random person who replied to your post in the Yaoi Cruise thread. sweatdrop