A feeling + What is a feeling? + Is it real? + Or just something made up? + I think... + It comes when a person least expects it... + One moment + Happiness reigns + Then + Sadness drains + All those good moments + The ones that made you happy in the first place + Until you feel that you can't go on any more + + + + One little smile + A smile from a friend + Or a complete stranger + Can turn your whole day around again + Just like that + And happiness resumes its course through and through + And you shrug off those sad times + And get on with life + + + + But sometimes... + + + + + + There is no one. + No one to pick you up when you're down + No one to sing a happy song on a rainy day + Because they're the reason... + + + + + Sadness came into your life + As soon as they left + + + + + Some memories you can't just shrug off + You have to live with them every day + And then new feelings appear: + + + + Guilt + + + + And regret + + + Guilt eats you away until you can barely go on anymore + + + Regret makes you want to go back to that time + And change everything + Because Guilt and Regret leave you nothing except + The feeling that... + + + "It's all my fault..." + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + Nothingness + + + + Then, there's nothingness... + + The feeling that you don't matter anymore... + That nobody does + Once you finally obtain this feeling..... + + + + + + + + + + + + + It's all over. + + + + Unless... + + + + Someone new comes along... + + + + To cause happiness again.
{this isn't based on real events ^^' I'm usually obnoxiously happy}
-Fleeting Infamy- · Wed Aug 09, 2006 @ 04:50am · 0 Comments |