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when all goes down and seems to fall, just smile and endure it ^^
I know now that nobody truely cares about me but myself. I've decided after two days that it's best for me to just keep to myself from now on. I've also decided that I'm going to try my hardest to find out what I'm really like. For those of you that don't know...I forgot who I truely was...my real personality when we moved to Alaska. Now I need to talk to a counseler to try and find out why and also to find out who I really am. Until then though...I will be a loner. I'll only talk to a few of my friends now. The ones that I keep really close. And the only thing I can do is hope that they don't dissapoint me by doing something to let me know that they're fake friends. I know that nobody is reading this...so...it's a waste of my time...but this is just to let others know.