I didn't get the job.
I didn't get it....
I knew it, I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up about it but ugh...I wanted it so bad. I thought if I wanted it enough that I'd get it, that they would see how mcuh I wanted to work there deep down.
Apparently they didn't.
I knew in my heart that when I didn't hear anything after a couple of days that I was a no but I kept hoping.
Well I just recieved the phonecall.
She told me it was close, that it just came down to someone who seemed better.
I just have a feeling that this is going to happen every time. I mean there's always someone who is better than you and I'm not a lucky person so I'm never going to get a good job. I mean look at the odds.
A year of job searching. A whole load of applications. A few letters back saying thanks but no thanks.
Out of all of those applications only one person gave me a chance for interview. I appreciate it but what does this say about me?
I just need a good cry now.
Kim~
Kimaria Community Member 
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