I have an interesting way of pushing people away. I get a bit closer, and then I start to push away from me. I don't why, I just do. Maybe I want to see someone stay when I tell then to leave.
I push people away all the time. Some people are smart enough to see it. Others don't. The ones that do tell me to stop and that they get tired of it. I do it no matter what. When I'm scared, I run away from it. When I get depressed, that's when I push people away.
I want to stop trying to be ok and actually be ok. I'm hopefully on my way there.
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Light Dancer · Community Member · Thu Jan 06, 2005 @ 02:23am