tai is in the hospital. . . . hes in surgery right now. . . . until close to 10pm. . . . i dont really know what to say except that i cant stop crying. hurray. not. dont you just hate crying in public places? i was at the hospital and we were signing the paperwork for him. we had to pay the minimum estimate up front, which was over $700. "mom" saw the high and is really freaked out about it. $1200 confused i need a job gonk my bank account is most likely gonna get emptied out to pay for this. o, and if his heart or his breathing stops, it could cost anywhere from another $200-500 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- talk about awkward gonk i just got a call from pupp gonk i really dont feel like talking, especially not right now. and on top of that, guys never call asking for me, so when my "mom" comes up saying i have a call from someone named adam, what the hell am i supposed to say?! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- anywho, so on top of the money issues, i also hafta deal with the fact that i wont see him for between 3 and 4 days, unless i get to visit him tomorrow.
and on top of that, it was so serious, that the second the thing was paid for, they started surgery. my head hurts and i really just need to have a good, ol' fashioned break down, but i cant because im so self-conscious about crying and cuz "mom" keeps trying to cheer me up.
and things only get worse because i have had horrible experiences with animal hospitals. our first dog couldnt be helped so we took her out and let her die at home, while i was away in indiana gonk then our second dog had tumors all over and was eventually taken in and they put her to sleep while i was at school gonk and now tai. . . . i just really wanna hold him right now and know that hes still okay.
[UPDATE] "mom" talked to the doctor(and i listened in) and so far, tai is doing really well. and i get to visit him after school tomorrow whee crying im so happy. o and he has a small p***s eek cuz he was nudered when he was too young confused and thats one of the major reasons for him getting so sick redface sweatdrop gonk o and if this happens again, hell hafta have surgery to make him more of a girl rofl crying rofl gonk
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[UPDATE] (2) i saw tai today heart we got him to purr a lot 4laugh he had surgery again while i was at school cuz he got blocked up again gonk he will most likely hafta become more femmy neutral but yeah. . . . hes just recovering for now god, i miss him like crazy gonk X_X @n@,
Unni Ineo · Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 01:23am · 1 Comments |