well...
it was just another boring day of helplessness. i go about my day as nothing happens knowing that theres something out there that i could do to make things better, but im either too shy, too weak, or too selfish do to so. i dont know why i cause this pain for myself. it just happens that way. i torture myself just so the one i love will be happy. is he really happy though? i dont know. i try so hard to make things better for the both of us, but i dont know how to help him anymore. hes so depressed all the time and i dont know how to make him happy. ive tried so many different things to help him even though they hurt me just to make him happy but it seems as if though i am not able to make him happy. well thats just my thought for the day. peace.
 hardcore_bitch · Mon Oct 04, 2004 @ 11:54pm · 0 Comments |
