Few weeks ago I unblocked my ex. He spoke to me and he said he was neutral happy. Then I didn't talked to me for weeks.
Last Saturday I went out with Dave, a mutuel friend of us. We were riding until I reconised someone familiar, me ex. I stared at him because at first I din't realised it was really him. When my friend said "hey there's alex!", then I looked the other way, I was shocked. The fact that last time I saw him was 4months ago while he was breaking up with me and I was bursting into tears was just too much for me. So I didn't say a thing. He said Hi but It was to dave I quess. He asked Dave if he wouldl ike to join him for a drink. Dave said no, also because he was going out with me. Then my ex went away and I kept strong. You see, Dave isn't really good with emotions from others so I pretend I was fine when I actually was at my breaking point. Atleast we made fun that night.
Next day I found out dat my ex also wanted me there with Dave. I was mad for the reason... his girlfriend would also be there so he wanted to encourage me. Encourage me for what? I still love him like before but when he starts acting like that it really hurts, and he's not worth it. That and the fact he hadn't talked to me for so long.
Few days I hurt some things about him, my ex is jealous. That Dave went out with me, that Dave has a girlfriend... He said to dave's girlfriend that he cheated on her XD Not even true, he' so honest and fair. But I thnk David didn't really react on it. You see the first of Dec it's my ex his bday. Everybody he invited said no but actually his mom is having a secret bdayparty for him. The day after it his girlfriend is leaving back again home, to Spain.
So few days ago he started talking to me again, really strange. I'm confused actually. He invited me to his bday, but he said he tought I wouldn't coe because his girlfriend will be there. And he's right, I wont come. He said we'll do something afterwards. Yea fine I said, didn't know what else.
What does he wants from me ? XD
 MizzGwGirl · Sun Nov 26, 2006 @ 08:57pm · 0 Comments |
