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i don't feel so good... lately ive becoming more and more depressed... the atmosphere around me at school is so suffocating. i can't stand it. that little annoying pest pisses me off greatly too. hes so friggin RETARDED. he breathes friggin loud, and thinks hes funny. hes always talking to MY friends, even though hes a retarded lil 4th grade PEST. i DESPISE and ABHOR him. i want to STRANGLE HIM. he can only repeat whatever i say to my OWN FRIENDS, which pisses me off more. sometimes, i wonder why in hell he was born. i would really love to get away from this awful family. i need a family with lower expectations. i want him to SUFFER in the hole he dug for himself. and i have something to trap him. also, i really want a big brother. desperately. one thats tall and strong, so if i get pissed off at the world, i can fight him, and get hurt badly. then i would feel better. and he better be smart. i dont want a retarded brother like the midget thats currently inhabiting this vicinity. my brother should also be really nice. Pheonix's bro is lyk that. i heard a lot about him. his bros in karate like Pheonix, but stronger. it excites me. Pheonix's bro also goes to bronx science and is a top notch student. and Pheonix once had an arguement with him, and later, his brother bought candy for him. im so unlucky... everyone has such evil feelings swimming in their mind, but many of us cannot bear to release such impure entities. i want to cry...the feelings of Pheonix, the feelings of Owl, they dwell in me most. im kind of lucky compared to them, but i think im still pretty bad off. their worries r in school, mine are in family relations. which are more poisonous, i wonder... silvasylph575 · Tue Nov 28, 2006 @ 02:46am · 0 Comments


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Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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