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::Sweet, Sweet Friendship::
Me and a certain guy have known each other for a long time. The first time we met was in Preschool, when both of us were just mere 6 year olds playing around the school yard. smile How did we meet exactly? Well..hehehe...I was quite a pokemon fan back then, and I had 10 pokeballs at home. I wanted to show off my new pokeball. I saw this very,very pale looking kid, though he looked kinda goofy. He was just walking around and so I thought "Hey, maybe he'd like to see this razz "...And I ran to him saying "Look at my pokeball!! blaugh " and I immediately ran elsewhere showing it off. domokun
3 years later...I was a big girl on campus. twisted I was the teacher's pet and at the same time, I was anti-annoying-feeling-prep. I even formed a "group". One day, one of my friends(Angelo, who is my enemy right now stressed ) told me that he wanted to introduce me to somebody. I didn't know who. surprised It was lunch time, Angelo was walking near to our secret spot with this goofy ultra-white kid who was walking in a very strange way and was holding a red lunch box.
Then, Angelo said "Isabel, meet T.J...T.J, meet Isabel, our leader biggrin ". We just waved to each other and soon, we became playmates. There were times when we'd push T.J. around. He's so funny when he falls. Yes, he was a very clumsy kid.
One day, I asked my best friend, Arlea, "Hey Arlea, what does the T and the J of T.J. stand for anyway? confused ". She told me it stood for TOWER JACK. I laughed my head off when I heard that, even worse, I fell for it! xd
T.J. left the group...and I thought that I'd never see him again. sad
Another 3 years later, I was in grade 6 already...and me and Arlea became classmates again. We were happy being together in Gr.6-Perseverance.
It was the first day of school...as usual, my new shoes were slippery, so I got clumsy. This calm looking dude came in...I felt that I've seen him before but I just couldn't figure it out. Arlea came rushing to him shouting "Yo T.J.!! How's it been?! 4laugh " And that's when I remembered...he was that goofy kid! eek but now...now he's a REAL guy. (lol) It was him! whee
Homeroom was starting and he sat infront of me, Arlea and Jeanne. I saw he's notebook and it had his name on it. It said "Teodoro Jose B. Dominguez". When I saw that, all that I could think was "omg...what a lame name! whee "
Timed passed. We became friends for good but at the same time, I was getting really depressed. I had so much problems regarding my friends and family. I decided to look for good company in Tsubasa Forums but everybody there were big jerks. burning_eyes damn it.
As we became closer friends, the more I started to think differently of him. xp Whenever he'd talk to me, I'd get this strange feeling inside me...infact whenever he's around, my eyes would automatically focus on him. rofl And soon, I had to admit it, I had a crush on him.
And time came when we graduated from elementary...(There's no grade 7 or grade 8 in where I go to pirate )
It was summer vacation...I really wished that he'd remember the good times. He told me before our graduation day that he might move to another school. I thought to myself "All I could do is to wish for the best for him...though it would be so nice to be his classmate again."
Soon, it was June of 2006. (YAY HIGHSCHOOL) It was the first day of school again...everybody was yawning...I looked to the back of the room and there he was! Sitting quietly...I really couldn't talk to him because I was showing a new student around. Recess came and he walked up to me saying "I didn't notice that you're my classmate! xd " and in my mind I was screaming "WTF?! GAAAAAAA!! scream " To tell the truth, I think he really matured and got more of the looks now.
Months passed...it was September 12 2006, just four days after my birthday. I really thought that it was time to tell him face to face because I know that he's starting to get hints from others about how I feel about him. At that time, we were practicing for a presentation in English class. Everybody else was busy while the two of us already knew what we had to do.
The two of us were sitting together on the sides of our classroom. Him on the floor and me on a chair (or was it me on the floor and him on the chair?? o_O). While he wasn't looking, I took out my hair brush and combed my hair as fast as I could before he looked back. rofl xd
My other friends knew what I was about to do, they just smiled at me just to boost my confidence...It was the first time that I would ever be doing something like that and so, I was scared of what he'd think of me after that. (omigolly the pressure! gonk )
I looked at him and asked "Do you know who my crush is? neutral
"No...tell me! mrgreen " He replied.
RED=him
BROWN=me
"Guess then. whee "
"Is it Josef?"
"No.."
"Is it Ivan"
"Nope. surprised "
"Uhh...D.P.'
"nope."
"Nes?!"
"Hell no!! scream " (Yep, I hate Nes.)
"Okay I'll do this alphabetically.."
"Go ahead sweatdrop "
"Is it Anco?"
"No. (oh my gosh, I forgot! He's the #3 boy!! omg!! gonk )"
"Is it De Paula? (Boy #2 eek )"
"um...me? neutral "
"..."
"So is it me?"
"*nod* uh..yes... redface "
"Okay then smile "
" eek "
And since then...I've been wondering what he thought about it. I got Sarina(milkycookiedough) to ask him how he felt when I told him that..and I was happy. Sarina told me that he said that it was good to now. It feels so good.
Soon, confusion started. When another classmate(Marie) asked him if I was his crush, he said "maybe a little". When Czarina (another friend) asked him, he said YES. But what he told me was that it was Carina (a very bitchy prep). Now I'm confused...But I'm just gonna let that go. Either way, as long as we're still close friends I'm happy.
xd
But still...what if things end for good...what if in the end of all this, we won't be friends anymore...what if that happens? sad
::Update::
He's starting to become a big pain in the a**! stressed Darn it! Why does he keep on teasing and annoying me?! Why can't he just do that to his other friends?! Why me?! gonk
 Claez-dead · Wed Nov 29, 2006 @ 10:49am · 0 Comments |
