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PhoenixShikiri's Rise from the Ashes


PhoenixShikiri
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Me, My Self, and My Thoughts
What is it like being me? Other than having you brain off in another universe while the people around ar living reality and wishing that someone will save you while knowing all the time that you are the the only one who can save yourself emo ; you lock yourself away hoping others won't see how weak you are, how fragile you are on the inside while you play it off and remain cheerful on the outside. That is what it is like being me, but isn't that how many people fell? Am I just one of many feels overwelmed by these feelings of despire? Maybe I'm just normal, like everyone else
going threw a transition in their life.

I love everyone, dispite what faults they might have. I love in hope of being loved, in hope of finding the one who make these feelings go away. But isn't that normal too? We spend our whole lives pursuing happiness, but isn't true happiness the way we feel when someone tells us "I love you" and really mean it?






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PhoenixShikiri
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comment Commented on: Sun Dec 17, 2006 @ 03:27am
These are my thoughts and if your reading this, leave a comment and tell me what you think.


comment Commented on: Mon Dec 18, 2006 @ 03:19am
interesting



Draconus Pyro
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Deaths_lovely_bride
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comment Commented on: Thu Jan 18, 2007 @ 04:58am
My Shanna. Sadly, I can't tell you that you are going through a transition. Not everyone has those feelings, although I can relate. Hence, the anti-depressants. You sound an awful lot like me. You disguise your hurt, and pain, and no one knows about it, and really question why you're so happy. Until you implode, and kill everyone in a walmart somewhere. burning_eyes Yeah. Sorry about that. You know I love you, and everyone else. And unfortunately, I've learned the hard way you can't make people love you. And yes, true happiness, is when you feel an indescribable feeling when those three simple words come from someone who you cherish and care deeply for.


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