m.m; this was not a fun day. I wen't to go to work and had a good time. I then come home and get bitched at by my step father. My sister and my sisters husband join in. well, after wards we go to get my licence renewald with me in a bad mood. I go to pick up my moms check book and proced to tell her what happend. well she comes out of her place of employment to tell my step father to "back off" that Just pissed him off more. He doesn't like to be told what to do. I think he's more stuborn then I am. well I forgot my birth certificate. So I get called something I don't care to mention. I also don't want to tell you what else he called me. when I got home I called my girl friend and told her to pick me up. well. when she got her I left with out telling anyone where I went. I got a phone call about and hour later and was told to come home. That was from the bore (my step father). I called my mom and told her what was up and she told me to go home. I went home and went to my room to wait for mom. she wasn't madd at me like he was but they started talking downstairs. the conversation went something like this.
When mom came home she said we needed to talk. I was in my room and lisened in. the first thing mom said was "telling the kids not to come to me needs to stop." after that he just started to rant. He then said "I mom didn't pay off one bill she was going to jail." She then just lost it say that he told her not to pay that specific bill. and a hole bunch of other crap. then he was talking about sarah. he said that she was getting better then I was. then he said that he knew that I said I'd be the one to take care of her but he thinks that my sister will take care of mom. then he called me down stares calling me a liar. saying that no one was making fun off me. he said I'm going to amount to nothing in my life. then I was sent to my room by him. then they (he) yelled more and then I heard mom start to cry more. she was talking in her tears and I was really pissed off cuz no one makes my mom cry.
oh I just can't stand this crap any more. my life is a living mess. any thing that goes right for a while is recked by one thing. so now I'm just stupid to him again and I have to earn his trust again. I hate this crap.
 Usukie_Ichihara · Fri Feb 11, 2005 @ 03:00am · 1 Comments |
