I'm having a hard time and I'm scared and I don't wanna tell anyone cause I don't know the outcome. If you think it's about a boy, for once, your wrong. I see now that life isn't all about losing the ones you "love" in high school. You have to deal with that. That s**t wont go away. And besides, most people cry for a week anyway and then they run off with someone else.
I think I forgot that after my dad left my mom. I sobbed more when I lost the first love of my life than I did when my father left. I think its cause I was more frustrated with my father and I knew he would always stay around. My ex might not. But its weird when you forget the real life stuff. When real life hits you in the face, Most of the time, you don't know what to do. And for most teens, when reality hits, they are taken back and they do things they shouldn't. But in Middle/High school, you get over that s**t.
And you try to block out the reality.
 PiLLoWPanTz · Wed Dec 27, 2006 @ 12:09am · 1 Comments |
