It's not my fault that I've got to go back to school... it's not my fault I have to stay till afternoon and I can't get home in time to actually talk to Chris or anything like that... It's not my fault I'm so tired I plop right into bed when I actually DO get home...
Then why do I blame myself now...?
I hope this is not going to turn out like what happened when I went back to school last year... A whole year ago, and yet the memory is still fresh... Distance breeds distance, and distance breeds unfamiliarity... and it all leads to sadness...
But... it's not my fault... I'm trying, really I am... but how am I supposed to balance both my school and Gaia life...? Just... I don't want to make anyone sad. And I don't want to be sad either. I just don't really know what to do now.
AngelRaz · Tue Jan 16, 2007 @ 08:59am · 3 Comments |