got my report card today told the parental unit i wanted to see it first mu told me it was too late a few hours later, after i still hadnt seen it, she looks at it for the first time and starts reading it off stressed 3 A's 2 B+'s 1 B or at least i think thats what it looked like o and i only had 1 absence (not surprised) but for some reason they didnt count my tardy from first quarter confused
ugh scholastics was a massive disappointment an entire portfolio of my best work and i didnt get so much as an honorable recognition on a single piece really makes one think about weather they will be able to survive in the art world and i was kinda hoping id get some kind of recognition for colleges ya know i kinda really need some form of scholarship
o and i finished my application for CCAD however the parental unit still hasnt sent it in id do it myself but i have no idea about stamps or where to find an envelope and then i might hafta worry about going to the post office which requires a driver and well ******** and i hafta wait for the mu to order my SAT and ACT s**t and then ill hafta figure out what i need as far as transcripts go. . . .
o and i swear people in my house really need to just leave me alone seriously, anytime they come near me i want stab them with the worlds largest butcher knife cuz all they do is get on me about one thing after another and then make fun of me like how greg and rick started yelling at me about crackers on the ground (the ones GEOFF threw at me) and then they started saying i was an embarassment ugh i want to kill them all so much D'X< o and did i mention ive been feeling especially depressed lately? god i wish it were warmer so that i could go for walks and everything or if it were just warm enough to get showers comfortably i need to be able to get out of my house ugh im so tired and its only minorly due to sleep deprevation i mean, ive actually been getting the same or maybe a little more sleep than usual. . . . i was in bed by 1 last night. . . . then went back to sleep for that 1 hour delay. . . . at which point i had a really weird dream . . . .
dream ramble time so, i was at this party type thing in an area that resembled a backyard (o god take me back to one of my first horrible memories) and there were all these adults and they had brought their infants/toddlers/young children/whatever and some how or another i had to go hang out and watch over the little ones (reminds me so much of that horrible memory crying ) anyways there was a swingset thingy with the little plastic hoops that hang down and you use to do flips and stuff and there were, of course, swings but all of it was really really high up and i didnt know how these kids were getting in the swings or anything anyways at first i wanted to do a flip but i couldnt reach so somehow i got on the swing then very shortly into it i was swinging way too high then my dream switched scenes i was in kind of a fantasy/futuristic version of i think new york i dunno i was on top of a building thats top was really bright and circular but there was another stip that acted as a driveway to this giant house (and there was grass on each side of the driveway, rounded off like a hill, and then a drop off so that it was clearly on top of a building) i think that most of the buildings were pretty much connected like that but i didnt see much of them sooooooo. . . . well, i was up there with some other people (dont remember who) and i knew the guy that lived in that house and he was uber rich he drove up into the driveway then pulled into the grass area so that his silverish car/suv thing (cant remember exactly what it was) was facing straight off the cliff he climbed out and acted very casual as we all watched his car roll off the building and he just stood there like nothing happened cuz he was so rich and didnt care
but the buildings were beautiful 4laugh sweatdrop whee end
anywho um the cat is trapped in my room with me right now laying by the door waiting for me to let him out
i need a shower yuck same shirt for three days, i think. . . .
o and my giant horoscope post . . . . i got behind by accident. . . . so ill probably just post them at the end again or not at all confused
01/23/2007 You're feeling all wrapped up in something that seems bigger and weirder than anything you've ever seen before. That's not necessarily bad, but it might mean that your friends start wondering.
01/24/2007 Good luck getting a straight answer out of anyone today -- most people are going to be caught midway between yes and no. Wait it out and your intuition will start to kick in again.
01/25/2007 You're going to be able to speak your mind clearly and easily today -- especially to that one total hottie! If you're brave enough to step up, you'll find yourself saying all the right things.
Unni Ineo · Thu Jan 25, 2007 @ 12:30am · 0 Comments |