We live our sad little lives then die.
We love and get hurt,
We are kind and sometimes curt.
But in the end it's all for naught,
In spite of all the things we're taught.
They tell us life is a precious gift,
But I've yet to get a lift.
We prize our own lives, but not others,
We kill our fathers and rape our mothers.
We kill each other over money and land,
We're born in blood and burried in sand.
We punish for murder, for rape, for theft,
Yet we admonish those with the choice they've left,
To take the life of those unborn,
And give it to Death without a scorn.
So what's the point in this useless life,
When we are born to misery, pain and strife?
What's the point of being born at all,
When all we do is cause our own fall?
Tell me your purpose, what keeps you alive,
When we always fight ourselves and strive,
To make our own lives better while causing pain,
To those work and strive for the same.
Great pain and suffering over the world,
Over my heart and mind,
Over my thoughts and desires,
Drapes my world in a complete black bind.
Because of these dark desires,
Yet in spite of me and my friends,
Even the light cannot pierce this darkness,
And all that is left is pain until it all ends.
Leave me now and see what happens.
Leave me now and the darkness will have it's way completely
Death remains on my mind,
A reminder of my fate,
Remembering my dark desires,
Knelling before that pearly gate.
No light in this world,
Even a pinprick would suffice,
So I search this dark,
So close, yet my heart is ice.
In darkness is my heart,
Not able to move, look, or live,
So tear me away or tear me up.
I will be released or I will dive.
Drag me away from this dark,
End me or bring me the song of a lark.
Illusions of Life (song)
A child so innocent and full of joy,
Cannot understand what life really is,
Her naivite serving her purpose,
Until she finds out what a pain life is.
Funny how things change so fast,
How the pain begins and the fun ends,
How we love and are broken hearted,
How unbreakable rules bend.
The child grows and as she does,
She lears about things she never understood,
She understands the pain of life,
Her heart breaks in ways she didn't think it could.
Funny how things change so fast,
How the pain begins and the fun ends,
How we love and are broken hearted,
How unbreakable rules bend.
Her heart becomes tainted and bitter,
Hardened daily by the throes of life,
She doesn't care, she doesn't want to,
She's tired of the fighting, the strife.
Funny how things change so fast,
How the pain begins and the fun ends,
How we love and are broken hearted,
How unbreakable rules bend.
And as the razor glides across her skin,
It's biting sting she doesn't feel,
For her heart hurts more than anything,
A broken heart will never heal.
Funny how things change so fast,
How the pain begins and the fun ends,
How we love and are broken hearted,
How unbreakable rules bend.
The light fades from her eyes,
The warmth of her blood leaves her,
She sinks into eternal darkness,
No one will ever again see her.
She bids this world a final good-bye,
No one sees the tear in her eye,
As she leaves this bitter, unwanted life,
She says good-bye to all the strife.
Good-bye cruel world, good-bye.
Eternal Sufferings.
Art
http://artpad.art.com/?j6a9qo1gg14w --chibi gaara by Raziel
http://artpad.art.com/?j671yv1kcy4o --another picture by Raziel
Photobucket--avy art--Raziel
http://artpad.art.com/?j6af4619n6jw --chibi Lee by me.
http://artpad.art.com/?j6ahsthcwww--chibi Sakura by me.
http://artpad.art.com/?j6aoko1eszio--chibi karate Gaara by me
http://artpad.art.com/?j6bms2aqprc--art
http://artpad.art.com/?j6bo2ckk2qw--Chibi Raziel
http://artpad.art.com/?j6c4f51i47c8--muffin
http://artpad.art.com/?j6dmf7xj3k--chibi Raziel with masamune
http://artpad.art.com/?j6fykr1j1li0--Hinata Hyuuga
http://artpad.art.com/?j6hxfl1axouw--Wu Fe
http://artpad.art.com/?j6idu9s6h7w--chibi Kenshin
http://artpad.art.com/?j6j15inspo--piano
http://artpad.art.com/?j7630d1bmw9k--chibi kenshin
Item List:
Celestial Wrap
Elegant Black Lace Fan
Elegant Black Satin Corset
Elegant Pearl Drop Choker
Felicia's Wise Shoes
G-LOL Dark Mistress Skirt
Prisoner's Shackles
Shadow Spirit
Zorro Mask
Estimated Total: 131,300 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 11 March 2007)
