i need to go have a conversation with myself sad
my mind is in so many places right now id love to be back in that weird dream/daydream i had earlier it was so pretty there and i wasnt thinking about school or anything
o and im soooo obsessed with this newish googoo dolls song i waited for three days for 191 songs to download onto my computer just so that i could have that one song sweatdrop and finally it finished a lil while ago and now im listening to it
and yeah so my mind is all over its in a few made up lands and reality school, home, today, tomorrow, yesterday. . . . next year. . . .
i dont want to go to sleep because i dont want to get up its almost like trying to stop time but time continues
crying i wanna leave the song on repeat and then go to sleep and then stay in bed daydreaming all of tomorrow
or i wanna paint the place that i saw in my dream last night or i wanna go for a walk (if it were warmer) or stare at my walls or just space and daydream
ugh i hate being in this world theres no time for what i want hardly time for what i hafta do before i know it ill be old and unable to do anything but breathe and complain about aches and pains and lost time
i need to pee crying im lazy i dont wanna leave my room which is actually quite cozy right now
(my horoscopes have been very generally correct) 01/26/2007 You're looking good, you're feeling good, and the odds are that other people are seeing you in a whole new way. It's the best time for you to open up to a new romantic involvement.
01/27/2007 You're feeling kind of overwhelmed, what with all the weirdness going on today. The good news is that most people will be too busy focusing on their own issues to worry about yours.
01/28/2007 You need to just sit tight and let the world move on around you. Your energy is much better suited to sitting, thinking, writing and other stationary activities, so enjoy the chill.
01/29/2007 It's one of those days that offers a few too many options for you to really handle them all. Take a little extra care with your choices, 'cause once you make them, you'll need to stick to them.
Unni Ineo · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |