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User Image Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
Feeling better
Today.....I thought over my doings and my life.
I still think it sucks but....i know i can carry on with it and still have a FUNCKEN AWESOME TIME!!!
My parents are just being parents. I forgive them, They are just doing their jobs.
And my friends in real life....That is their decsions and i should let them do what they want. I can't make them do whatever I want they to do. So i will just leave them to that. and let them decided their friends.
then my friends on online that broke my heart.......SCREW THEM!!!! Some of my friends on online is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY (and you people should know who you are and who i am talking about) better then what they used to be for me. So i can just forget them.
And love.....i guess i can wait. I will just forget about love and carry on with my friends and still have a fun time.
I'm not ready for it i guess.
So....as you can see.....I AM FEELING WAY BETTER THEN I WAS!!!! SO CELABRATE!!!
And this is a song....that reminds me of my group of friends...and what i am suppose to do...and just carry on.

The Black Parade.

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on,
We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end
We hear the call to

To carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on

And on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause
I could not care at all Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all,
I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say i'm sorry
I'm not ashamed,
I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only..
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
Just a man,
I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
Carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on

-StaarShinee-
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  • User Comments: [7]
    Izena
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 06, 2007 @ 09:57pm


    That's BETTER!!! heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 06, 2007 @ 09:59pm


    xd thanks


    Black Warrior 666
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 06, 2007 @ 10:18pm


    thanks it did make me feel better. but hey i do love ya always. no matter wat even if izena gets pissed she can do watever she wants to me and i wont give a damn


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 06, 2007 @ 10:22pm


    blaugh I love you too Dark.
    And no one can change that for me.
    Wish i could meet ya in real life.
    Then i could give you a real hug.


    Black Warrior 666
    Community Member





    Wed Feb 07, 2007 @ 10:44pm


    yea me too.


    Miss Toxica
    Community Member





    Sun Feb 11, 2007 @ 02:20pm


    I'm sick of crap like this. I understand your mad and stuff, but I can't see you ever feeling this way...
    DD:
    I'm confused!


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Sun Feb 11, 2007 @ 11:14pm


    um...how are you confused Megan?


    User Comments: [7]
     
     
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