Alright I am finally cured! But now I feel bad. All my friends are going through tough times. I don't know how to help them. I want to help them so bad, but I don't know how.... Some of them won't even tell me what's wrong. I think it's my fault. I am a jynx.......I don't try to hurt people, but it happens any ways. No matter how hard I try. I don't know how much more I can take before I burst. Just a few days ago I cried for like an hour or so. I was gonna try and distance myself from my friends and the people I care for, but I can't. I care for them so much, but I don't want to hurt them. A while ago when I was realizing more and more that I was a jynx, my cuz tried to convince me that it's not my fault, but I just know that it is. I don't want my friends to hurt anymore. I don't know what to do! No matter what I do something bad happens. I want to help others, but I can't when I hurt them.......maybe I am not supposed to have friends......maybe I am....I don't know anymore........
 Sage_Hirihono · Wed Mar 02, 2005 @ 03:30am · 0 Comments |
