I am too far to be saved. All the bad things I've done are sending me to an early grave. My friends warned me this would happen. But I never learned to listen. Now I wish I had taken the time to hear them out. Instead of blowing my brains out. We always joked about things like this. Never once contemplating that this would happen. Never once thinking that we were capable of this. Now I just think back on it as a good time that I will miss. Sitting in Hell for my mortal sin. And I thought life was bad but this is worse. So much worse. I only wish I had a second chance. But I am so far gone no doctor can save me now. I just hope they remember the good things I did instead of dwelling on all the things I did wrong.
KariH8sEvry1 · Sat Mar 12, 2005 @ 03:00am · 0 Comments |