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Why do I depress myself so? <.<;
Why do I read through things that I want to understand so badly...
But know I never can?
Who are you? Who were you?
Who was I? Do you even give a damn anymore?
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Why do I make you seem like such a big deal? xD I go about telling others that you're nothing. xD Your hollow words don't mean anything, and they shouldn't hurt them. But sometimes, I let your words get to me. o-o
Just like you want them to, ne? You'd just love to watch me bleed. o-o To watch all these people bleed. xD By the wounds you've inflicted~
Well, I'm not going to let you win. o-o You've lost. 'Cause in the end, you'll realize that you have no one. Dx But maybe you don't need anyone. xD
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I said no more effort on you. >.< I said I quit, I gave up caring what ever the hell you thought. o-o
But it fades in and out. After very little information about you; a couple weeks not really hearing about you or thinking about you. I start to forgive you. o-o I start to think that it was my fault; that I was the one who ******** up. o-o
But then. xD Yesh, then I hear about some of the things you say and do~
And I realize you're a terrible b***h and I hate you; hate you. Dx
No no no. Dx I don't hate people. o-o
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I just absolutely, extremely... dislike you. o-o
Who the hell do you think you are? xD I don't care if you think you're so high and up there. o-o Above us all, just step on us whenever we haven't hurt in a while. xD
I don't care if you think you're better or whatever. o-o You have no right to any of the things you say and do. And I wish you'd just... come to some sort of realization. xD Some sort of... "POOF, wow, I'm a b***h! I should cool it." o-o
Because, hey. xD If you really hate these people... why even bother to acknowledge the existance? Why are you putting so much effort to hurt 'em?
Why don't you make sense. Dx Why do I keep trying to understand? Dx
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You make me feel numb.
Rawr...
I give up on you. Dx You STILL haven't bothered to talk about anything with me. <.<; I don't understand the point you're making. I don't understand who you really think you are. o-o But I suggest... recreating yourself. o-o
xD...
Maybe looking back and retracing your steps. xD Figure out what went wrong. o-o
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But I know you don't give a damn about what I say. xD So, I don't care for your words either. o-o
This is really the LAST amount of effort I put into you. o-o No more. You're just something of the past now.
Good bye~
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 08:43pm · 0 Comments |
