I've found myself so far gone. Deeply berried in my heart trying to keep it safe from hurt and loss. My family statues is bad...friends...what friends? Love...what love? I push so many people away that I'm hurting myself. I like this guy but I'm scared that I already pushed him away....I hope he still likes me...I really...REALLY like him...
I patched some things up with my sister. We had a huge fight the other night. It was awful, I cried endlessly, until it took me deep into a dream state.
I hope to god that things turn out better...I want to love again... *sings* I will love again, though my heart is breaking I will love again, stronger then before.*ends singing*...it was on my mind..
heart <--for my crush cheese_whine <--for myself...i need rest.
Crimson-Valkyrie · Fri Mar 23, 2007 @ 05:49am · 1 Comments |