It was during the coldest days of winter and the darkest of nights that i first saw Mother Dark. It was in a dream for which the word "dream" had no meaning. I remember the feilds that i ran through and the pungent smell of wildflowers that covered my senses. Then i was in a forrest and the ground beneath my feet was soft from the moss that covered it. It was so warm and vibrant i swear i felt sweat trickle from my forehead. Then i kept running thought the forrest, until i came across smaller fairy like children. I asked them where they were going and their short reply was "We are on our way to see Mother Dark". I must have had some confusion written in expression, for the children then asked "You dont know who Mother Dark is?" and i replied "No i dont". They looked at me with such amasement, like a group of people who found someone dummer that them."Here we will take you" they replied and off we went. I didnt realize it before than but they were pretty strong as they rushed me to see this "Mother Dark".They then lead me to a clearing where in the middle stood a trinking waterfall and near that waterfall was someone that was beyond comprehension. To this day i cannot describe her for there are no words to which descibe this woman. Her eyes were like glazed jade, beautiful yet ghostly. From her head came raven hair, long and beautiful, that was as untaimed and as wild as a goddess. She wore a green and black corset dress that flowed beyond her feet. As i stared i awe, she looked at me and smiled so beautifully i felt like a speck of mud on her dress. "Dearest daughter" she said"you have come home." With that she raised her arms out to me and by some invisible force i came right into them. She felt so warm so comforting i could not leave her embrace. As i sat there in her arms, she told me of the world, its beginings and what was to become. I wanted to sit there and listen to her creamy milky voice for the rest of my life. But as she finished she told me "Time must split us apart again my dear child.""What do you mean?" i replied. "It is time for me to leave soon for in your world it is almost daylight." "No!" i cried. "Please dont leave me Mother!" i began to sob uncontrollably, as though i was losing my very soul. She looked down upon me and smiled "I feel such happiness when you say my name , my daughter. But yes i must go though i will see you agian" "When?" i whispered. "When the days become coldest and the nights become darker.When you loose your hope in the world and fall into the shadows.When you feel the walls come crumbling in and you feel no hope, ill be there" she whispered into the wind. I felt my body being jerked from the ground and i screamed "MOTHER!". I watched myself being pulled farther and farther away untill i woke up in my bed with tears running down my face. I still wait for her to return to my dreams, still wait for the Mother of my dreams. As the days get colder and the nights slightly darker i close my eyes, and pray, that this is the dream, the dream to finally lead me to my Mother Dark. Then i shall be with her. Forever.
~Xed out in BlOoD~ · Sat Mar 31, 2007 @ 12:00am · 0 Comments |